Alhamdulillah ive just finished my exam paper today.Dont know why im having a doubt with this paper.After all i think ive gave my best on the paper.Perhaps later i should do some solat sunat and pray to Allah to help me clear my mind.To help me improve myself.Im feeling down and low lately.Ya Allah.. please give me strenght,please help me get back on my feet.Im really exhausted,tired today.I didnt drive car to college today..since mom need to use car .. fetching my bro at school.I dont know why.. today i feel .. the path im walking everyday for the past few years.. seems damn too far..and some more added with the hot dry climate.Man..ive just can't take it any more.i almost faint near jalan burmah.When i think bout it, ive realized i havent had my breakfast and lunch yet.So stop near one of the mamak stall, bought me Teh ais and Vanilla High5 bun.Allhamdulillah i managed to get to college.. but then.. they were lot of people at library 'sigh'.So went to KDU.. lepak,rest and pray with Helix there.
After xm ,went back by bus.. but still i have a long way to go to Komtar.. normally it took 25 min from college to Komtar.Damn.. im still tired and weak..i kept walking ..but slow. When i can't take it anymore i sat and rest at the bus stop which is not the bus stop where i always wait for the bus.So damn tired.. i even thinking of lying down on seat at the bus stop for a while.Luckily.. there's one hamba Allah.. who gave me a ride to the bus stop .. he honk few times.. but i didnt notice him.. until he called my cell.It was Mahathir.. my ex college mate(thanx for your help buddy).Did have some conversation with him while i was in the car.After he drop me at komtar,went to Prangin mall to find something to eat.Lot of shop were already close.Alhamdulillah luckily there was one Bakery shop that still open and was busy preparing to close the shop.Bought a mexico bun.. and 7up Ice.. gosh.. what was i thinking ..buying a soft drinks? while my stomach is empty and growling..? arghh lantak laa lapo punya hal.. gasak laa.Ride a bus and went home.Gosh.. im still exhausted.. Got to go. need to shower.. and have a good sleep.
Ya Allah.. please give me strength.. and thanx for helping me today.Im really grateful syukur Alhamdulillah
Wassalam.


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